I doubt that anyone will ever read this. After all how could anyone find it if I don't follow other blogs or however blog world works... But this is for my own sanity. I have a very short temper and I thought this might help me calm down.
Tonight.
Today wasn't bad. I went to school and nothing happened. I babysat a little boy after school and that went well, I ate Doritos that the parents bought me (thank God they were kind enough to get me my favorite food) and I talked to my boyfriend on the phone. I went straight from babysitting back to my school to watch my best friend sing the national anthem at a volleyball game. Afterwards, we got in the car and I swiped the car next to me as I was backing out but there was no damage, just some paint to wipe off. I dropped my friend off and then went home. At home I skyped my boyfriend. Then my parents came home. I have been arguing with my boss about days I've requested off of work but still gotten scheduled on. I told my mom that next weekend, when we are supposed to go to New York, I may not get off of work. My mom started yelling, my dad starting yelling, I started arguing with my boss yet again, and my boyfriend (still on Skype) tried to help me through the yelling. I got so frustrated so I ended the Skype and I told my parents I would handle it and to shut up. I started watching my recorded shows (Abby's Ultimate Dance Competition and New Girl). Tv calms me down; I love tv. I had finally started feeling better when my best friend starting texting me saying I hated her and all this ridiculousness that she starts every other day I feel like. I tell her over and over that I love her but it's like I constantly need to prove myself or convince her of it! Am I that shitty of a friend?! I hope not. She tells me I'm not. Now she's saying she wants to run away. She's a bit of a histrionic. I just go along with it, subtly trying to talk her out of it. And I'm finally setting down again now.
This has already helped me. This is a really awful and boring post, I'm sorry. Well I'm not sorry because no one will read it. I hope if someone does read it they aren't the grammar police because I know this is awful writing. I won't be worrying much about that. That's all for now. Goodnight.
10:00pm
10-22-13
